blizzard

she stared glumly as everybody passed by. she's trapped in her own world and there's no exit. all of them seemed happy, each with their own partner. some holding hands, some laughing together to a joke that she wish she had known. she felt lonely at that moment, because she knows nobody is waiting for her. as far as she knows everyone has someone waiting for or to be waited for.

perhaps things would be much easier if she has friends to talk to. but sadly all of them had lead their own lives which never crossed her path ever since she left home. she longed for someone who she could make the simplest conversation with, about the weather perhaps or even about the little children passing by. that would surely make her happy.

she had almost forgotten how she was before she left home. she was quite a chatterbox, everyone would get very excited when she wakes up, because she would come up with interesting stories that would fill up their days and sometimes give everybody hopes and dreams that they would have never imagined if it was not because of her. sigh. those were the days. those were the days when people appreciated her and admired her. today, nobody seemed to notice her existence.

the only thing that excites her now is when somebody shakes her. shakes her real hard. she likes it when it snows because that's the only time she could let herself cry. to the world, she appears to be a happy being, smiling sweetly regardless what the situation may be. but deep inside she is always crying. missing her memories. she tries to reach out every now and then and fails each time. guess she needs to learn to accept the fact that she will always be alone and will always remain as the girl in the snow globe.