do i look like i care?

there's a boy at my workplace who annoys me all the time. actually to be fair, he's not that bad but to me everything that comes out of his mouth is annoying. at first we got along really fine but after a while, he started to show his true colors. and i'm not the only one who thinks this way. but the thing is i'm being mean to him by treating him badly as in answering all his questions in sarcasm (well he started it first usually) and making fun to all his lame jokes. sometimes when i realize how mean i am being i would try to make it better but after that he would do something that well..annoys me..and i'm back to square one. not good lily. not good at all.

on another note, every morning i see people bustling about to go to their own workplace. i feel that everyone of us are slaves to our jobs. i know that probably more than half of the crowd come to the office just to make a living; not because they want to but they need/have to. all of them seem to be wearing the same clothes, the same expression and i'm sure also having the same feeling: not to be late for work. sometimes i think that we are zombies and we just follow our daily routines subconsciously. so that is why people who doesn't work with anyone brag to people like me about how they don't work 5 days a week and doesn't have office hours. heh