see ya later aligator!

i'm leaving for bali in a couple of hours (which means to say i should be sleeping at this hour). i'm not sure whether i'm excited about it or not, since it is an unplanned trip. however i felt touched when all my friends (and also principal) wished me the best for my short trip. i know i know it's nothing and i think it's partly due to my hormone going crazy again but part of me would like to think that people are really glad of me joining this trip, to allow myself to get off on stuffs for awhile. it's good to think positive, no?

so for that matter, i stayed late in the office tonight. most people pity my condition, saying that i'm forcing myself too much. but honestly i don't mind it a bit. of course it's tiring but i feel that it's still bearable. have i mentioned that i like my current job? even if it means having panda eyes almost every day and having lesser time to socialize like a normal person should be? as crazy as it sounds, i like it when being pressured especially when the deadline is near. i think i work more efficiently when being pressured. but then again i always tell my friend that if this adrenaline rush keeps flooding me i'll get a heart attack sooner than i thought. heh. sometimes i pity ourselves as we have to face such stress at a young age (in this i meant the rest of the juniors who are between 20-23 years old). btw i forgot to mention that i'm the oldest amongst the juniors. and i am also the most senior among the juniors. heh

this place is neater than the usual