dream, despair and hope

once upon a time there was dream and there was despair who lived together in the faraway woods. they knew each other from small and grew up together. both needed each other to balanced out their flaws. when dream starts to overdo her dreams, despair would come and bring her back to reality. on the other hand when despair starts to feel upset and starts to think negatively, dream would give the encouragement he always needed. they were both happy with their condition and thought that this is how it was meant to be for them.

several moons have passed and both realized that as they grow older they hurt each other more than they cure.  however neither one of them brought up the subject as they feel that if anything would ever to happen, they wouldn't be able to live without the other. day by day they keep on hurting each other until one day despair decided that he couldn't keep giving despair to dream and shatter all her dreams. but the cruel thing about despair was that he didn't bid farewell when he left. as soon as he made the decision, he ran as fast as he could. all he had in mind was that if he doesn't do it right away he would never do it and continue to hurt both himself and dream. 

the next morning when dream woke up, she had the weirdest dream and wanted to share with despair as she always had but alas there was no sight of him. she searched and searched the whole woods while calling out his name but nobody answered. at last she gave up and sat down in despair. she noticed that it was the first time that she felt despair without despair being around her.

since the incident dream had forgotten how to dream. each night she would fall asleep after crying her heart out and wake up the next morning feeling empty. that was how it went for several moons.

one fine day, dream decided to take a stroll by the lake. she thought to herself that life must go on and perhaps the beautiful scenery would calm and help her dream again. and so she was walking down the path when she saw from afar a silhouette by the lakeside. she walked ahead and tap the person's shoulder. 

'well hello there! i'm hope. nice to meet you'

and the rest was history.

END

temporary difference

temporary difference/timing difference is often related to deferred taxation. in my understanding, this occurs due to the different method in the valuation of assets or liabilities which are between using the accounting base and tax base. Accounting base uses different rates for the depreciation whilst tax base of course uses different rates for the capital allowance claimed resulting non other than the temporary differences which leads to deferred taxation. oh how i hate this term. but my point is not about that. 

often in life you wonder how sometimes you can connect to a person in  an instant and sometimes you can't. it took me a while to know that it's all about timing. whether it's a perfect timing or not. perhaps when you were about to get to know/meet a person but that person just had a bad day hence bad mood which led that person to treat you badly resulting your first impression to be that you don't like the person. when in actual fact he might be nice and can get along with you under normal circumstances. or perhaps you were lonely or bored then comes this person who is apparently also bored or lonely hence both of you somehow managed to find a way to entertain each other. this is just a thought by the way. but i truly believe that it is so. 

it's all about timing. so when you feel upset because you don't get what you wanted/craved/yearned/dreamed for just keep in mind that your time will come. be it for love or ambition. it's only a matter of time. provided you work hard for it or everything else won't matter. so cheers!

ps: i seriously think that  there is no point in deferred taxation and it is just a waste of time to reconcile it. when asked why do we have to do it they say it's for disclosure purpose. however do you seriously think those shareholders give a damn about temporary differences and what not? i'm just sayin

it sucks

i think i've been saying this a lot lately. my work sucks big time. so the other day somebody said it comes with the job and i know i asked for it but somehow i'd like to blame it on the firm for refusing to hire more seniors. sigh. back to work now.

ps: you know when you perasan that a song was made/sang just for you? like it defines you somehow? well that's how i feel about the above. heh

on replay

sometimes in life when you plan to do something but hesitate, that plan never goes into action until there is a sudden urge that forces you to do so. sometimes the situation or at times too much contemplating can put your plans on hold. honestly, i do that a lot and sometimes it is my choice to hold them for no reasons because in case you haven't known this, i'm a natural born slacker/procrastinator. hurm..so the other day i suddenly decided to make this big decision and i hope i would stick to it as planned. so much to do yet so little time to do. that's my usual excuse. but a wise man once said, time doesn't wait for anyone; it is you who have to chase for it. hurm..

my best friend's wedding

had a fun road trip with the schoolmates last weekend. can't believe it has been 10 long years. and more to come of course! can't wait for this november. hoyeah! but most of all, happy that my weekend is extended till today *tries very hard to forget about today and the workload waiting in the office. heh